We made the trip home from SC in a long 22-hr car drive last Friday because my husband had to get back to work. The unfortunate consequence of that choice was that 4 days later he was admitted to the hospital with deep vein thrombosis (blood clots in his leg) and has been there since Tuesday. He was able to come home last night, but he is in severe pain, is unable to walk and needs constant care. I am so grateful to have him back at home and have faith that he will come through this ordeal with complete recovery and a new mindset about his health.
Needless to say, these past 2 weeks have been a challenge greater that I ever imagined and the routine I worked so hard to create towards progression in this MKMMA course has been turned upside down. Prior to getting the news about my mother I had rarely missed a reading, exercise, sit, etc and I really felt my new habits were starting to solidify. But in these past 2 weeks I’ve missed numerous exercises – even a couple of whole days – and there are times I barely feel like I’m keeping my head above water. So I’m feeling a little vulnerable at the moment and definitely fighting the old blueprint. But keeping up with the 3 gratitude cards daily, flashing them whenever possible and focusing on kindness has really kept me afloat, plus masterminding with my partner and getting into the alliances area. I do have a new guide and plan to reach out for some support.
Hanging in there…..I have no doubt that there is wisdom, insight or important new lessons for me to learn in all of this. I am grateful for MKMMA beyond words.